Moving from imperfectyoga to karmbru.blogger.com
Technical Difficulties
Technology is meant to make life and mornings flow right? My resistance to using a lot of technology has been because I feel defeated when a computer is not working or having technical difficulties. This morning has been one of those times where I begin to feel defeated by technical difficulties. First my wi-fi connection was down. Last night, I downloaded music from the Broadway Musical by Trey Parker and Matt Stone, The Book of Mormon. This morning I got up with songs in my mind. I wanted to make sure that the new music synced to my iphone through icloud which I spent time setting up. And now my phone is not able to log on to icloud. So annoying, after spending all the time to set things up that are meant to help the flow of productivity. Im sure there is a section about the technological defeat in one of the hundreds of self-help books that I have surrounded my self by. Realization, I have way to many self-help books and have been semi obsessed with finding more books and theory to help myself. Oh this is quite funny now that I look at it this morning. At least I have not begun subscribing to Oprah magazine.
Getting into the groovey grove |
2012 a new year. Out there there are many who are making their new year resolutions. I have never been a fan of resolutions. Usually I find that two or three months in to the process I feel bad about not upholding my side of the bargain.
Therefore, I sit here and ponder to myself- why? Why suddenly I am returning to my blog to write. I made goal aka resolution to myself to practice writing my morning pages on the blog. Just like with any journal I start, it is shiny crisp and new. It takes me days to write in that new journal because I feel I will one day look back and be disapointed with what I had written. Not smooth enough, not thioughtful or inspiring.
This is part of the core negative beliefs that live within me. So today, I get to give myself a clearing affirmation, which comes from Shakti Gawain's book The Creative Visualization Workbook. The clearing affirmation will balance and challenge my core negative belief. My clearing affirmation for today: I am a creative and insightful woman who has the ability to be myself. I validate myself. It's ok for me to risk being myself. I do not need others' validations. It's okay for me to be an inspiring beautiful success.
Ye ha, I am already enjoying this format of journaling. I have felt blocked to write something that someone may stumble across a web page. The reality is hahaha, no one is going to come across this blog and so really it is for me. I get to get cozy and enjoy the process for myself.
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